Every family has secrets. I found out mine in a bar. Last year I confronted the situation, trying to get to a resolution- to no avail. This year I almost lost my brother due to a badly broken heart. This is the same heart I was trying to save last year.
I am so heavy right now.
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4 comments:
I don't know what to say. Hug?
Thanks love. I am fine. We will get through it.
Blessings.
Ohhhhh :-(
Damn & blast it!!!
Where is he now?
KatG
...don't know what cooment about but I hope you alright ...
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